| its gay that im just making another entry so that the last entry wouldnt be the first one everyone sees but thats what im doing... xanga is old
mm mmm life is goood sorta ya know what i mean? Bjork is cool im listening to her... yeahhhh
Ammmb errr <3 |
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| i've never had someone close to me die until now
haley told kayla and i everything about all the drugs she did and how she runs around wesport with no shoes on and walks out onto the street piss ass drunk and smoking a blunt with the kotton mouth kings and all the crazy experiences shes been through... and me and kayla are older than her and we're thinking... well we're fucking lame.
i jumped in the river and what did I see?
black-eyed angels swimming with me
a moon full of stars and astral cars
all the figures i used to see
all my lovers were there with me
all my past and futures
and we all went to heaven in a little row boat
there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
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| Never do I make entrys anymore huh...
I have a lot to say.. hmmm
*Pointless entry*
Loooveee <3 Amber |
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| Tonight Steve preached to me and I realized how mature and smart he is about life and all that shit... I know he's right but it's going to take a lot to change. I will have to acctually want to change and I don't have any desire to at all. It's sad but brutally true, but god damn he can preach and it's pretty much non stop. Until Sean interuppted reminding us that I needed to go home because it was like 3:30.
It takes a fucking miracle for someone to just quit all their bad habits and become a pure person, even though I know I would end up benifiting from that I don't want to at all. I'm going to therapy now and it's not helping at all because my phsycologist tells me everything I already know. Who knows what will happen to me and that's so depressing because I hate thinking about my future, right now I don't have one.
People don't laugh at Bob's jokes...and Kayla never poops, the end.
I'm done typin about depressing shit, I'm gonna listen to some tenacious tunes and hopefully fall asleep...<3
"It's better to burn out, than to fade away."
 
 
<3 Amber |
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